Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Gone Crazy...

Har har,

Gaps gone crazy, for the past days, he's uploading photos of the BOF guys... especially Kim Bum... hoping that one day he'll get the chance to meet them.

Eto walang magawa, try nating mag upload ng mahigit 100 na photos ng kinababaliwang lalaki na hindi naman maaring maabot kasi taga Korea, eh ako eto asa Pinas.

Ganito lang poh ang buhay ng nangangarap ng tulog, ng gising at kahit na saan... Sabi nga nila, kung anong gusto mo dapat makuha mo basta wala kang nasasaktang iba... kaya hayun, sa pangarap nalang natin yun isakatuparan...

Haaayyy, it's really difficult being like this... not having things that you like, wishing that one day, what you're wishing for will come true.. sanga sangang palaisipang hindi masagot ninuman...

You are lucky if you got the oppurtunity to be an artist, or a socialite coz you have all the access to the popular person around you, might be from your country or might be from across the world... you understand what I mean right?

Mag audition kaya ako ulit sa PBB, makuha kaya ako? Hindi siguro, ndi ko Forte and on screen eh... pang live lang ako kumbaga, sabagay, being a theater actor is quite difficult than being onscreen coz you'll be acting live in front of hundred audience, no cuts no retakes... you need to "break a leg" and go on with the show no matter what happen...

Kailan kaya ako ulit makakapag perform sa harap ng maraming tao? I'm missing it sooo much especially the applause and the lights. The appreciation from the audience who watch the show, the autograph signing and picture taking.

Hayan, dahil wala na namang magawa sa buhay, habang hinihintay ang oras para sa reception ng kasal, mag laro sa facebook at mag download ng pictures sa Ipod.. mag sulat ng kung ano ano, kumain, magbayad ng tubig mamayang 8am, mag bayad ng utang sa kapitbahay at magbigay ng hulog sa paluwagan... ang natira sa sweldo... "WALA", saktong allowance para sa 2 weeks na pasok sa trabaho... maghintay sa susunod na sweldo at bayaran and smart bill, loan na humigit kumulang 52,000 na hindi ko nman lang nagamit sa aking kalandian...

Ikaw anong iniisip mo ngayon? hmmmn natatawa ka sa sinulat ko noh... xenxa na ha ndi kasi ako talaga writer eh.. Never been a writer actually, I love writing, however... writing doesn't love me, that's why I took a course in HRM when I was in college, haven't graduated though, as usual money matter... pero panlalaki madami... ehehehe

O sige na napurnada na yung mga pictures ko... sa susunod ulit, kwentuhan tayo... mga ka adikan sa buhay buhay... Ciao! paalam! anyong! bye!

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