Gone Crazy...

Har har,

Gaps gone crazy, for the past days, he's uploading photos of the BOF guys... especially Kim Bum... hoping that one day he'll get the chance to meet them.

Eto walang magawa, try nating mag upload ng mahigit 100 na photos ng kinababaliwang lalaki na hindi naman maaring maabot kasi taga Korea, eh ako eto asa Pinas.

Ganito lang poh ang buhay ng nangangarap ng tulog, ng gising at kahit na saan... Sabi nga nila, kung anong gusto mo dapat makuha mo basta wala kang nasasaktang iba... kaya hayun, sa pangarap nalang natin yun isakatuparan...

Haaayyy, it's really difficult being like this... not having things that you like, wishing that one day, what you're wishing for will come true.. sanga sangang palaisipang hindi masagot ninuman...

You are lucky if you got the oppurtunity to be an artist, or a socialite coz you have all the access to the popular person around you, might be from your country or might be from across the world... you understand what I mean right?

Mag audition kaya ako ulit sa PBB, makuha kaya ako? Hindi siguro, ndi ko Forte and on screen eh... pang live lang ako kumbaga, sabagay, being a theater actor is quite difficult than being onscreen coz you'll be acting live in front of hundred audience, no cuts no retakes... you need to "break a leg" and go on with the show no matter what happen...

Kailan kaya ako ulit makakapag perform sa harap ng maraming tao? I'm missing it sooo much especially the applause and the lights. The appreciation from the audience who watch the show, the autograph signing and picture taking.

Hayan, dahil wala na namang magawa sa buhay, habang hinihintay ang oras para sa reception ng kasal, mag laro sa facebook at mag download ng pictures sa Ipod.. mag sulat ng kung ano ano, kumain, magbayad ng tubig mamayang 8am, mag bayad ng utang sa kapitbahay at magbigay ng hulog sa paluwagan... ang natira sa sweldo... "WALA", saktong allowance para sa 2 weeks na pasok sa trabaho... maghintay sa susunod na sweldo at bayaran and smart bill, loan na humigit kumulang 52,000 na hindi ko nman lang nagamit sa aking kalandian...

Ikaw anong iniisip mo ngayon? hmmmn natatawa ka sa sinulat ko noh... xenxa na ha ndi kasi ako talaga writer eh.. Never been a writer actually, I love writing, however... writing doesn't love me, that's why I took a course in HRM when I was in college, haven't graduated though, as usual money matter... pero panlalaki madami... ehehehe

O sige na napurnada na yung mga pictures ko... sa susunod ulit, kwentuhan tayo... mga ka adikan sa buhay buhay... Ciao! paalam! anyong! bye!

Being BENCH...

After having Jerry Yan of F4 from Taiwan's Meteor Garden as one of the Bench endorser, will there be another one, now from Korea?

Meteor Garden was a hit when it was televised in ABS-CBN. May it be a girl, a boy, even older people go crazy with the F4 princes from Taiwan. Because of this major hit, one of the Philippines top clothing line "BENCH" made a very big step in having one of the F4 guys endorse their line. They tagged it as "F4ever" which became a hit to millions of Filipinos who drool over and go crazy for this famous F4 guys.

It was a huge success, though we didn't get the chance to meet him in person, since the Fashion show was held in Cebu (if am not mistaken), I'm happy that he went to the Philippines even for a short time, even got the opportunity to have a courtesy call in Malacanang Palace by our very own president, Gloria Macapagal- Arroyo.


For now, will there be a chance for one of the newest F4 group to have the same opportunity that he had? Will BENCH ask one of the Korea's F4 to be it's endorser once again? or maybe another clothing line will have them as endorsers, like Penshoppe, Oxygen or Pink and Blue Soda.

Are we going to see them here in the Philippines like the other Asia Novela stars who visited our country? Will it be the 4 of them or just one of them? Still, it's a big question from me, and from all of the fans that they have here in our country.

So, Mr. Ben Chan, what do you think?

Will there be a chance that on the next BENCH fashion show we will be seeing one of this guys? Hmmmn, or another big step for BENCH to market its product in Korea?

How about you guys? another "F4ever"?

Going gaga...

Drooling over the hottest F4 sensation for this year... After having the very first F4 princes from Taiwan's Meteor Garden Jerry Yan, Vic Zhou, Vaness Wu and Ken Chu, now girls and gays go gaga over the newest F4 cast from Korea's Boys Over Flower, Lee Min Ho, Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Bum and Kim Joon.

Who won't fall in love with this guys?, with their smile and the way they handle themselves and how they portray their roles as the great F4 princes who happens to be the most popular guys in the most popular university. All of us have this experience way back our school days, no matter what, every school has their own campus hearthrobs, may it be the MVP of the year, the handsome nerd and even those campus hunks who competes in every school pageants. They may not be as handsome and as wealthy as this F4 princes, yet we must admit that we have them in real life.

I took 2 days vacation leave from work, want to know what I did the whole 2 days? I watch the whole 25 episodes of boys over flower. I finished the whole dvd for straight 2 days, yet still, I watched it for 2nd time around during my saturday and sunday off. I loved the story, I love how it goes, I love the emotions, the way the cast portray their roles it seems very real. I love how their (Geum Jan Di, Gu Jun Pyo and Yoon Ji Hoo) love triangle goes, isn't unfair for a very simple lady to have both men love her? one considered to be her soulmate who happens to be her knight and shining armour who's always there when she's in trouble and whenever she needs some one to lean on and the other guy who happens to be her lover, the one who can't let her go after all the heart aches and suffering he caused his girl, he kept on holding on and keeping his promise of making ways to make her happy. How lucky am I to be on that situation, to be that character.

What comes next for me, I'll be watching the full meteor garden episode and compare the diffrence of the story with boys over flower. I'll try to seek for the difference of the two series. What I hope for? For the story to evolve, have stories for the other F4 members, what happens next after the main character accepts the guys proposal. Did the other guys have the same happy ending like the other two.

As for me, I'm dying to go to Korea and have the chance to meet and greet the cast of boys over flower, to have a picture taken with them. To have a pictorial with each of the F4 guys, to have the opportunity to have fun with them and know them better. My biggest dream is to take part as one of the cast when there will be a remake of the series. Any role will do, as for now, I can only dream of it when I sleep and think about it whenever I have time to.

Feeling Crazy again...

I'm back from being a child frustrated and infatuated with the guys that I'm seeing from what I've been watching.

What if I'll get the chance to meet them? What am I to do?
What if I'll get the opportunity to be with them even for a day, what am I to say?
Why do I dream of them, when I know that I can't even hold on to them?
Why do I get this feeling of doing everything just to meet them?

Am I still a child who just fall easily?
Am I still that person who goes "gaga" whenever I see those lovable hunks?
Am I still that person who manages to do whatever I wish to do just to meet this guys?
Or I am now the "bitch" who droll over and has the attitude of getting what I want?

Having all this questions to myself is frustrating to do...
Can't even find the answers, what must I do?
Will things be the same like when I was young and unstoppable?
Or will it be different, now that I've grown and matured?

Live life to the fullest, live life like there's no tomorrow.
Live, love and be happy for whatever you have and for who you are...
You are who you are and you are the only one who can change yourself.
Nobody knows who we really are better than ourselves, only people tend to be our judges if we still need to change something to make as more better person.

Writing is not my genre, but I love doing some, especially when I want to be accepted.
To be in the lime light is my thing, but I have to leave it to earn a living.
Acting, dancing and singing, audience clapping and appreciating, things that I love to do.
Will I still get the chance to be with you?

I am a farmer of my own land, a driver of my own car and a guide to my own road.
I reminisce the past, live for the present and look forward to a bright future.
I will be whom I want to be but will always listen to criticism and accept the changes that needs to be done in order for me to be a better person, never dream to be the best coz there's always someone better than you are.

Just being me, Boys love me, Parents appreciate me, Insecure hates me and Friends couldn't live without me.
Love me, Hate me, or care for me... It's all up to you, but never judge my personality especially when you don't even know me, first impression change unless you tend to be a good judge.