Lost Things...

Do you know when you've lost something – like your favorite T-shirt or a set of keys – and while looking for it, you come across something else you once missed but have long since forgotten?

Well whatever it was, there was a point where you decided to stop searching, maybe because it was no longer required or a new replacement was found. It is almost as if it never existed in the first place – until that moment of rediscovery, a flash of recognition.

Everyone has one – an inventory of lost things waiting to be found. Yearning to be acknowledged for the worth they once held in your life.

I think this is where I belong – among all your other lost things. A crumpled note at the bottom of a drawer or an old photograph pressed between the pages of a book. I hope someday you will find me and remember what I once meant to you.

Let Go...

How would your life be different if you learned to let go of things that have already let go of you?

From relationships long gone, to old grudges, to regrets, to all the "could've" and "should've", to the dead friendships you still hang on to...

Free yourself from the burden of a past you cannot change.

-- Dr. Steve Maraboli --

This has been my Mantra since I was dumped by one person whom I thought became one of my closest friends and I thought could  understand who I really was. Unfortunately he was one of those who only knew you when they needed something. I was there for him whenever he needs a friend and someone who can listen, but things changed. I don't even know when?

Last message that I've got from Facebook before he "BLOCKED" me was that he was hearing negative things that I was saying to some of my friends and according to that person is that I'm making negative statements about him. He doesn't even cleared things out and asked me in person if I did. I guess I really am the epitome of a person who can easily forgive and forget. After all of what happened I still prays that he will be in good condition and that he would realized what I did for him.

Siguro nga hindi lahat ng tao pare pareho. People do come and go and what is worst is that they always leave a stain or a wound that you need to clean and heal. I always feel betrayed because after all of what I have done, it will still come to the point that it's still my fault and that sucks.

Hindi naman ako yung tipo ng tao na nanunumbat, lalo na sa mga taong natulungan ko. Minsan nga kahit ako na ang na agrabyado ako pa ang nagpapakumbaba. Hindi ko lang maintindihan bakit lagi akong nasasaktan kung kelan nag sasakripisyo na ako ng malaki, pero sila pa rin ang iniisip ko. Nakakainis na katangahan, pero anong magagawa ko? Mabait nga siguro akong sobra sobra na dumarating sa puntong nagiging tanga na ako.

I just want to let go. Forget but I'm not ready to forgive. I don't need to prove myself to them, but if I'll get the chance, I'll show him what I'm capable of. I just wish that I won't see him anymore because I am not the person who is good at confrontation, but if it requires I'll make sure that all people involve will get a dose of what I am made of.

HE

He's for me to idolize.

A person whom I can follow,

someone who can ease the pain of failing and falling...

He is my God,
The creator of us all,
A man who love's unconditionally,
who holds no boundaries...

He will be your guide in every path you take,
will lead you to the light when the darkness starts to rage.
help you accomplish every challenges you face,

He is the only one who can judge me,
who can forgive me with all these unending sins...

He is my protector, my father, brother and friend...
He always hear whenever I call...
My heat whenever I'm cold,
and my happiness when my heart is in sorrow...

He...

Diary ng Panget - The Movie

I didn't expect that I'll be enjoying the movie that much, but I never had experienced such lively crowd watching the movie and enjoying it at the same time. I don't know how to express the feelings in writing but there's such a great energy with the crowd. Hindi ko inexpect na ganon ka ganda ang feedback ng mga tao with each and every scene ng movie and it's really fun, I was able to watch other tagalog films that will make you kilig to the bones and will pour your tears with the scenes, but for this one... OMG!!! it rocks... I know that the movie just have a simple story line and for movie critics it might not get a good review, but, for me, with the crowd that I was able to watch it with... Grabeeeehhhh it's something, nakakatanggal ng stress sa buong katawan and I can't get over with it yet.

To think that my best buddy would like to watch Captain America - Winter Soldier... I just told him that I already watched it with my family. Hindi naman ako nag sisi coz I fell in love with the movie... I'm sure that I'll be watching it again and hoping that there will be a part 2, 3 and 4 like the book.

"ELECTION"

Hmmp akala ko ba "Vote Wisely"? bakit parang ndi naman, yung iba sunud sunuran lang sa mga naririnig ndi man lang inaalam qng karapat dapat ba o hindi para lang masabing "bumoto ako"...

Kung sino pa ang karapat dapat and maganda ang hangarin para sa bayan xa pang nalalaglag... Mag isip ka kaya "PILIPINO" sigurado ka ba sa binoto mo???

Maganda ba ang mga nagawa ng binoto mo o baka naman puro publisidad lang???

Bangon kapwa ko Pilipino, wag na nating hayaang gamit gamitin lang tayo...
Magka boses tayo at magkaroon ng sariling mga paa para mag desisyon kung sino ang karapat dapat na maging mga leader ng ating bansa...

Panther

A Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

Farewell 2012, Hello 2013

Hey 2012,

My first half was not that good, you welcomed me with no stable career for 5 mos, made me discover what I really want to be and let me embrace the passion that was kept within me for a long time. Though I am thankful coz you blessed me with new job and new people to get along with. We had a lot of tough times together, not just me but the whole nation that I'm with, a lot of tragic and memorable moments... I still thank you coz you ended it with a blast.

Hey 2013,

Welcome me with abundant blessing and great expectation. Motivation, Drive and Passion is what I'll be asking for. I won't have any resolutions yet, I'll just make sure that I will learn from what happened in the past, try to avoid doing it in the present and make sure to keep it for the future. May God Bless us all... :)