Saturday, November 21, 2009

PHH on it's 2nd Year




Nov. 6, 2009 happens to be the PHH 2nd year Anniversary having Goth as party theme, though Nov. 5 was really the exact date, just so happen that it falls to Thursday and we need to make the party during our last day of the week for us not to be groggy and stressed. Every one participated by simple wearing black outfits and others like me wore costumes just to be in character for the said event, which I love doing so much cause it's a statement for my part.

A year ago, I said that we are fighting for this account, this family, this team and this job. Still the same since we need to prove ourselves worthy to our clients, to our big bosses. But we're all happy to do that cause it's a big thing for us. Still facing lot's of escalations and difficulties, but then again we try to do our best and try to work things out.

The biggest challenge happened just 2 weeks after the event when the big news exploded like a bomb, one of our team has been taken out and every one was being interv
iewed if they can be transferred to our voice team. After a week some undergone COL training but didn't finish it cause they were all requested to go back to production and work on the same process, however with the biggest challenge when it comes to their stats.

As of now now, we're all getting ready for the long weekend vacation since we are following the holidays in US. We still have a lot to face and a lot to prove to our clients, we still need to work on our productive utilization since we're not hitting our metrics for the 3rd quarter. I know that we will be moving forward and we'll stay being together for a longer time. Some of us already left and found bigger opportunity and I'm happy for them cause they are growing. In time it'll be for some of us who are left.



PHH is still the one family, one team and has one goal that we knew since it started 2 years back, and we're keeping it that way. Our goal is to help build American Dreams, we are all in one team and we work as one team though some of us don't work that way, we totally understand why. Of course, we are one big happy family, who always find time for each other, a helping hand and a shoulder to cry.



A PM who loves to give out chocolate incentive though we are hoping and wishing for bigger ones, we thank him. Our supervisors who are truly understanding specially my team's supervisor who is very open and kind hearted. Our QA's who are the biggest critics and most dangerous species on the floor. Our trainer, though she talks a lot, she's still one of the walls that we have in PHH. Shall I mention out SME's? who are kinda bossy at times, who irate us whenever RUSH tasks were being sent coz there's no warning, he'll just sue you about the task being lapse.

To the PHH Team, long live!!! We still have a lot of challenges and difficulties to face. But I know that in our hearts, we are all ready. Always been ready to fight anytime. God Bless us all.

And to my TPV family, hoping that we all stay the same as intact as we are since the first time that we all have been together.

We are ready for more anniversaries to come!!!




Tuesday, November 3, 2009

2009

40 days before Christmas day and another year will be over in 51 days, 9 hrs and 23 minutes from this time that I am writing this blog.

Year 2009 gave me a lot of difficulties and challenges, I learned how to handle some stuff which I never thought I can. Valuable lessons that I will always carry on to myself every time that I have some decisions to make and instincts to trust before pushing all through out with the plan.

I learned that not all the time you have to be good to other, to a friend especially. Not too give all your trust coz you'll never know what will happen next. I also learned that I can be someone whom I wanted to be without being so bully or boastful with what I have, since I have nothing at all. And most of all I learned to be myself, though I still need to lie with some stuff in order to be in with the society where I'm at right now.

I still have some plans before this year ends, like going to take the TOEFL examination in order to have the opportunity to grab the Fashion Designing scholarship I found online. To start my creativity working in order to finish my portfolio and also to have the dream of having my own portfolio as a model.

In this coming year, I am hoping and keeping the faith that things will all get better for me, I'm not going for the best. That there will be growth on my side and long term plans and goals that I will achieve. Plans of going back to school either here in the Philippines or might be abroad. Pushing with the online job search in order to leave the country to make my life and family's life better.

As for my personal life, I still tend to find that special person who will complete the missing pieces of my life's puzzle. I'm still waiting for that particular person who will accept, love and care for me.

Year 2009, thanks for all the challenges that came my way, it made me stronger and made my 23rd year in this lovely world more meaningful than ever. I will never forget all the lessons that you've thought me. Thank you so much.

As I always believe, "Fata viam Inveniente".

Monday, October 19, 2009

What Do I Do...

Nyoy Volante
Acoustics: Nyoy With Mannos [2003]

INTRO

What would you do if I told you that
All that I do's think of what we had
What would you do if I'm not the friend I used to be
Well, at least, not to me

REFRAIN 1
'Cause I can't get over all the times you stay
Get crazy, jealous every time you're away
Now I'm someone different from the one you knew
Had nothing to feel for you, to feel for you

CHORUS
What do I do
I keep calling out your name
What do I do
I got no one else to blame
What do I do
Every time I hold your hand, it's not the same
What do I do
I think I fell in love with you

What can I do, what can I say
Everything keeps changing every night, every day
Every word so diff'rent, every touch so real
Every glance and every look reveals the way I feel

REFRAIN 2
No, it's never ever gonna be the same
When we hug for warmth from the cold of the rain
Yet I'm not gonna move on, not gonna change
Though I find it hard to say, baby

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE
I don't know what to do
I'm fallin' more for you
Baby, please tell me...

[Repeat CHORUS]

CODA
Ooh oh
What do I do

-from RR with love 10/20/09

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Song of My Heart...

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Oh baby please don't get me wrong
'Cause I'm not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You're in my dreams
You're always in it
That's the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I'm yours but only
Till I wake up

Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me
-- This song currently reminds me of the love that I've lost, a love that I was trying to gain...

Monday, September 14, 2009

Broken Heart...

It started in the chat room, gay site to be exact, we get along pretty well. I started out admiring him and then he accepted me as me. As always, since I have a huge crush on him, I can't talk to him nor greet him whenever we meet on our work area.

Got the chance to have a bonding with him when I got sick, he was there, we get along just fine.
He is sweet and caring, he even asked me to take good care of myself and his always there beside me "umaalalay". At work, I had the chance to sit and talk beside him during our coffee break. My friends tease me a lot coz they all knew how huge my admiration for him was.

I never thought that I'll be falling for him, they say that "a way to man's heart is through his stomach", so, I tried to let him taste my delicacies, one that me and my aunt deliver at every school canteen. He was happy coz I never thought that it was his fave. So every time we bake, I'll see to it that there's something for him. I'm happy seeing him happy even though I know that he's having trouble with his job.

We keep in touch through chat, talking about what's new with our selves, with our jobs. We confide problems, I always do, coz it make me feel better opening stuffs to him. I try to cheer him up whenever he feels down due to some work matters and personal problems. I thought that eerything going out pretty well. I thought that I'll have the chance to show him how I care.
Last Sunday, I saw this note he wrote in his FB profile, I checked it out. It was a poem written for someone special, I had an instinct that it was dedicated for someone special. I commented and it, and BANG! there the person whom the poem was dedicated to was tagged.

I don't know why but it made my heart cry, I felt the pain without even knowing why. I know that he considers me as his friend and no more than that. It was my fault coz I dreamed that one day we can be together not just as friends but as someone special with each other.

The worst and saddest part that makes me cry right now while writing this blog, He officially declared that he's no longer single, he's married...

-Should I be happy coz he already found his someone special or should I be sad coz he didn't chose me instead...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

We all learn... -Ryan Tuazon-


Life and relationships are funny in the way that they don’t always remain the same. Sometimes people change so much that relationships become harder to maintain. Lovers, friends and even family need to grow and evolve together or they may find themselves feeling the need to pull apart. If you don’t allow these things to happen and move with the tide a little, you’ll find yourself constantly struggling as you swim against the current. That is tiresome. You find yourself held back. When you feel you’re being stunted you become distressed, frustrated and sometimes you become a little bitter about those who are holding you back in life. Alanis Morisette said it best when she sang:



I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you’re gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn

09/11/09 Fri at 21:07

It was cold, When you came, you gave life and warmth. - Christpher Ken Daine


What does your love mean to me. It's something i can't answer easily.
just like the air that i breathe, you fill me up inside, you give me all that i need.
like a bird flying high on a summers day. You're the wind that carries me away
to a place where you and i will always stay forever.

Sometimes things happen, and they do for a reason. It may be too early for me to say we'll last forever, but I know I love you till I say never.

09/13/09 (Today at 03:11)