She's Dating the Gangster Movie

I'm actually not a Kathniel Fan, however I got curious that is why I've watched their newest flick, "She's Dating the Gangster". I actually watched it alone since I got no one to watch it with me and I enjoyed it a lot. People who's watching it with me are very lively, movie haven't started yet just the name of Daniel Padilla being shown on the screen and yet everyone is already shouting with giggles, it's such a lively response from the audience which is expected especially to the Kathniel Fans.

The movie is interesting, I loved how it goes. You can learn a lot of things if you watched the movie without any interruptions which will be difficult due to the kilig moments and people shouting from end to end. One thing is certain, when you watch this movie if you are like me who can always have their emotions attached to whatever I'm watching then bring some tissue coz you will definitely cry. I loved how Athena sacrificed her love for someone even though they are both in the same situation with Abigail. I guess love is forever once you stick to your promise and waited long enough until one day you will find that person again and will be able to either finish or start where it was left. Fighting for something is also a choice and not just an option, it's when you realize that there is always a way to fight when you find that one reason to continue.

Kudos to the writer, I haven't read the book itself but it's really inspiring. To Kathryn and Daniel, a job well done! I now believe what Direct Cathy Molina said when I watched the behind the scene, both of you where pushed your limits that you're no longer Kathryn and Daniel in the film but both portrayed the character very well and it made the audience feel what the characters truly felt. If I'll be given the chance. I would love to watch the movie over again, maybe this time on my own without anyone shouting and giggling... :)

Lost Things...

Do you know when you've lost something – like your favorite T-shirt or a set of keys – and while looking for it, you come across something else you once missed but have long since forgotten?

Well whatever it was, there was a point where you decided to stop searching, maybe because it was no longer required or a new replacement was found. It is almost as if it never existed in the first place – until that moment of rediscovery, a flash of recognition.

Everyone has one – an inventory of lost things waiting to be found. Yearning to be acknowledged for the worth they once held in your life.

I think this is where I belong – among all your other lost things. A crumpled note at the bottom of a drawer or an old photograph pressed between the pages of a book. I hope someday you will find me and remember what I once meant to you.

Let Go...

How would your life be different if you learned to let go of things that have already let go of you?

From relationships long gone, to old grudges, to regrets, to all the "could've" and "should've", to the dead friendships you still hang on to...

Free yourself from the burden of a past you cannot change.

-- Dr. Steve Maraboli --

This has been my Mantra since I was dumped by one person whom I thought became one of my closest friends and I thought could  understand who I really was. Unfortunately he was one of those who only knew you when they needed something. I was there for him whenever he needs a friend and someone who can listen, but things changed. I don't even know when?

Last message that I've got from Facebook before he "BLOCKED" me was that he was hearing negative things that I was saying to some of my friends and according to that person is that I'm making negative statements about him. He doesn't even cleared things out and asked me in person if I did. I guess I really am the epitome of a person who can easily forgive and forget. After all of what happened I still prays that he will be in good condition and that he would realized what I did for him.

Siguro nga hindi lahat ng tao pare pareho. People do come and go and what is worst is that they always leave a stain or a wound that you need to clean and heal. I always feel betrayed because after all of what I have done, it will still come to the point that it's still my fault and that sucks.

Hindi naman ako yung tipo ng tao na nanunumbat, lalo na sa mga taong natulungan ko. Minsan nga kahit ako na ang na agrabyado ako pa ang nagpapakumbaba. Hindi ko lang maintindihan bakit lagi akong nasasaktan kung kelan nag sasakripisyo na ako ng malaki, pero sila pa rin ang iniisip ko. Nakakainis na katangahan, pero anong magagawa ko? Mabait nga siguro akong sobra sobra na dumarating sa puntong nagiging tanga na ako.

I just want to let go. Forget but I'm not ready to forgive. I don't need to prove myself to them, but if I'll get the chance, I'll show him what I'm capable of. I just wish that I won't see him anymore because I am not the person who is good at confrontation, but if it requires I'll make sure that all people involve will get a dose of what I am made of.