Sunday, April 6, 2014

HE

He's for me to idolize.
A person whom I can follow,
someone who can ease the pain of failing and falling...

He is my God,
The creator of us all,
A man who love's unconditionally,
who holds no boundaries...

He will be your guide in every path you take,
will lead you to the light when the darkness starts to rage.
help you accomplish every challenges you face,

He is the only one who can judge me,
who can forgive me with all these unending sins...

He is my protector, my father, brother and friend...
He always hear whenever I call...
My heat whenever I'm cold,
and my happiness when my heart is in sorrow...

He...


Diary ng Panget - The Movie




I didn't expect that I'll be enjoying the movie that much, but I never had experienced such lively crowd watching the movie and enjoying it at the same time. I don't know how to express the feelings in writing but there's such a great energy with the crowd. Hindi ko inexpect na ganon ka ganda ang feedback ng mga tao with each and every scene ng movie and it's really fun, I was able to watch other tagalog films that will make you kilig to the bones and will pour your tears with the scenes, but for this one... OMG!!! it rocks... I know that the movie just have a simple story line and for movie critics it might not get a good review, but, for me, with the crowd that I was able to watch it with... Grabeeeehhhh it's something, nakakatanggal ng stress sa buong katawan and I can't get over with it yet.

To think that my best buddy would like to watch Captain America - Winter Soldier... I just told him that I already watched it with my family. Hindi naman ako nag sisi coz I fell in love with the movie... I'm sure that I'll be watching it again and hoping that there will be a part 2, 3 and 4 like the book.


Monday, May 13, 2013

"ELECTION"


Hmmp akala ko ba "Vote Wisely"? bakit parang ndi naman, yung iba sunud sunuran lang sa mga naririnig ndi man lang inaalam qng karapat dapat ba o hindi para lang masabing "bumoto ako"...

Kung sino pa ang karapat dapat and maganda ang hangarin para sa bayan xa pang nalalaglag... Mag isip ka kaya "PILIPINO" sigurado ka ba sa binoto mo???

Maganda ba ang mga nagawa ng binoto mo o baka naman puro publisidad lang???

Bangon kapwa ko Pilipino, wag na nating hayaang gamit gamitin lang tayo...
Magka boses tayo at magkaroon ng sariling mga paa para mag desisyon kung sino ang karapat dapat na maging mga leader ng ating bansa...


Monday, March 4, 2013

Panther



A Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

Monday, December 31, 2012

Farewell 2012, Hello 2013


Hey 2012,

My first half was not that good, you welcomed me with no stable career for 5 mos, made me discover what I really want to be and let me embrace the passion that was kept within me for a long time. Though I am thankful coz you blessed me with new job and new people to get along with. We had a lot of tough times together, not just me but the whole nation that I'm with, a lot of tragic and memorable moments... I still thank you coz you ended it with a blast.

Hey 2013,

Welcome me with abundant blessing and great expectation. Motivation, Drive and Passion is what I'll be asking for. I won't have any resolutions yet, I'll just make sure that I will learn from what happened in the past, try to avoid doing it in the present and make sure to keep it for the future. May God Bless us all... :)

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Happy Halloween...

This story happened way back my college days. I joined one of the school organizations that we have to open new possibilities and as well as to enhance my leadership potential. To become part of the group we need to attend the initiation exercises along with the new members. This experience is the most creepiest experience I ever had. I am a person with a "gift" as what they say and I can sense other elements who lives with us and can as well see what happens when I feel uneasy and uncomfortable even though I am not on the same place where things happen specially when it's with someone I'm in contact with or I care about.

The story starts... We had our initiation done within Clark Grounds, Picnic ground, and centennial park doing  a lot of fun activities that challenged us new members physically, mentally and emotionally. The last part of the initiation was within the abandoned hospital where in a lot of ghost stories have been told and some of us never believe in. We need to find a sign that was painted on one of the pillars within the hospital similar to the one that our leaders took photo of. At first everyone is very excited since we're doing it dawn time and sun is almost down so it will be totally dark and we only have flash lights with us. Excitement since it's our last challenge to fulfill and as well as to experience it ghost stories were actually true when we go inside the hospital. As I went out from the van, I felt uneasy and felt cold, didn't know why and I didn't bother to think about it, just thought that maybe it's because there's a lot of trees around and I'm just a bit scared. As we are about to enter the hospital, I sensed that there was something, a barrier, that doesn't allow me to go inside. I tried again and yet it was still the same, I was the only one left and my team mates were already inside. After few minutes I tried to enter again and I was successful enough however, cold air just started to pass through me and I felt more and more uneasy. I can sense that I am not welcome inside that hospital and there's something that is going to happen. Still  ignored, I still want to succeed with the challenge that was given to us and so I moved forward to look for my team. I started to hear children crying and some shouting and it made my hair all over stand. I thought that it was only me, and I realized that few of us did hear what I'm hearing. We did found what we are looking for and after that we all panicked and started running out of the building.

Police officers were there when we came out and they even scolded us cause no one was allowed to enter the building since there was an accident that happened a week before that cause death to one of the kids who played around the hospital. We were all shocked for a moment, we prayed before we left just to make sure that we did disturbed those spirits who lives in the building and we'll all be leaving peacefully as we thought. I felt tired and slept in the van... I dreamed of what happened with the kid who died in the building, he was asking for help from his friend, he was in agony and he's asking to be saved from falling within the ruined floor of the building and yet no one helped him out, he fell on the basement of the building that cause his death. I was crying and asking for help, my friends wake me up. They said that I was having a nightmare and I was calling names that they didn't recognize. I felt heavy after that. I thought it was just a dream, later that I realized that the spirit of the kid who died came along with me. He was with until I reached home and whenever I close my eyes I always see what happened to him and it was scary. I lighted a candle inside my bedroom and prayed, asking for him to leave in peace and as  much as I would like to help him out I can't do anything.  I was so scared that he might not let go, thankfully he listened. Though what I envisioned in my dream remained there, detailed. And whenever I remember this, I still feel the same, cold and uneasy.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

I L Y...

Can't help myself of thinking that one day, we can love each other more that what we have right now. I know that you considered me as your sibling but for me it's more than that and I know that you know how my heart truly feels about you. The main reason why I can't just leave you, not help you out and even to not care about you is simply because I've been in love with you.

I feel jealous not knowing what's on your past, hearing something bad about you is not acceptable on my end and no matter what other people says... in my HEART... ILY