"ELECTION"

Hmmp akala ko ba "Vote Wisely"? bakit parang ndi naman, yung iba sunud sunuran lang sa mga naririnig ndi man lang inaalam qng karapat dapat ba o hindi para lang masabing "bumoto ako"...

Kung sino pa ang karapat dapat and maganda ang hangarin para sa bayan xa pang nalalaglag... Mag isip ka kaya "PILIPINO" sigurado ka ba sa binoto mo???

Maganda ba ang mga nagawa ng binoto mo o baka naman puro publisidad lang???

Bangon kapwa ko Pilipino, wag na nating hayaang gamit gamitin lang tayo...
Magka boses tayo at magkaroon ng sariling mga paa para mag desisyon kung sino ang karapat dapat na maging mga leader ng ating bansa...

Panther

A Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

Farewell 2012, Hello 2013

Hey 2012,

My first half was not that good, you welcomed me with no stable career for 5 mos, made me discover what I really want to be and let me embrace the passion that was kept within me for a long time. Though I am thankful coz you blessed me with new job and new people to get along with. We had a lot of tough times together, not just me but the whole nation that I'm with, a lot of tragic and memorable moments... I still thank you coz you ended it with a blast.

Hey 2013,

Welcome me with abundant blessing and great expectation. Motivation, Drive and Passion is what I'll be asking for. I won't have any resolutions yet, I'll just make sure that I will learn from what happened in the past, try to avoid doing it in the present and make sure to keep it for the future. May God Bless us all... :)

Happy Halloween...

This story happened way back my college days. I joined one of the school organizations that we have to open new possibilities and as well as to enhance my leadership potential. To become part of the group we need to attend the initiation exercises along with the new members. This experience is the most creepiest experience I ever had. I am a person with a "gift" as what they say and I can sense other elements who lives with us and can as well see what happens when I feel uneasy and uncomfortable even though I am not on the same place where things happen specially when it's with someone I'm in contact with or I care about.

The story starts... We had our initiation done within Clark Grounds, Picnic ground, and centennial park doing  a lot of fun activities that challenged us new members physically, mentally and emotionally. The last part of the initiation was within the abandoned hospital where in a lot of ghost stories have been told and some of us never believe in. We need to find a sign that was painted on one of the pillars within the hospital similar to the one that our leaders took photo of. At first everyone is very excited since we're doing it dawn time and sun is almost down so it will be totally dark and we only have flash lights with us. Excitement since it's our last challenge to fulfill and as well as to experience it ghost stories were actually true when we go inside the hospital. As I went out from the van, I felt uneasy and felt cold, didn't know why and I didn't bother to think about it, just thought that maybe it's because there's a lot of trees around and I'm just a bit scared. As we are about to enter the hospital, I sensed that there was something, a barrier, that doesn't allow me to go inside. I tried again and yet it was still the same, I was the only one left and my team mates were already inside. After few minutes I tried to enter again and I was successful enough however, cold air just started to pass through me and I felt more and more uneasy. I can sense that I am not welcome inside that hospital and there's something that is going to happen. Still  ignored, I still want to succeed with the challenge that was given to us and so I moved forward to look for my team. I started to hear children crying and some shouting and it made my hair all over stand. I thought that it was only me, and I realized that few of us did hear what I'm hearing. We did found what we are looking for and after that we all panicked and started running out of the building.

Police officers were there when we came out and they even scolded us cause no one was allowed to enter the building since there was an accident that happened a week before that cause death to one of the kids who played around the hospital. We were all shocked for a moment, we prayed before we left just to make sure that we did disturbed those spirits who lives in the building and we'll all be leaving peacefully as we thought. I felt tired and slept in the van... I dreamed of what happened with the kid who died in the building, he was asking for help from his friend, he was in agony and he's asking to be saved from falling within the ruined floor of the building and yet no one helped him out, he fell on the basement of the building that cause his death. I was crying and asking for help, my friends wake me up. They said that I was having a nightmare and I was calling names that they didn't recognize. I felt heavy after that. I thought it was just a dream, later that I realized that the spirit of the kid who died came along with me. He was with until I reached home and whenever I close my eyes I always see what happened to him and it was scary. I lighted a candle inside my bedroom and prayed, asking for him to leave in peace and as  much as I would like to help him out I can't do anything.  I was so scared that he might not let go, thankfully he listened. Though what I envisioned in my dream remained there, detailed. And whenever I remember this, I still feel the same, cold and uneasy.

I L Y...

Can't help myself of thinking that one day, we can love each other more that what we have right now. I know that you considered me as your sibling but for me it's more than that and I know that you know how my heart truly feels about you. The main reason why I can't just leave you, not help you out and even to not care about you is simply because I've been in love with you.

I feel jealous not knowing what's on your past, hearing something bad about you is not acceptable on my end and no matter what other people says... in my HEART... ILY

A new place to start over again...

April 28, 2012, it's official that we really need to leave the place where we stayed for 6 years. Leaving some friends that we used to stick with and new friends that we just knew recently. Sad, yet we still need to move on. We all grew with the saying that "change is always constant in this world, nothing is permanent". 


I feel sad that I really need to transfer to another place where in I don't know anyone around and the location is far larger than what I'm used to. It made me realized that I need to move on and find a new path where in I really have to stand on my own two feet, without the people whose been with me for awhile and just see them once in awhile. I really want to move up, step up and grow in an environment that suite me well. A career that will reflect my true personality. 


Really need to make a good decision about all these stuff that is running through my mind.

Holy Week Koreanovela Craze

As the Holy Week starts, I am becoming more bored of not doing anything, I know that this will be the best time to repent for all the sins that I have done and I feel that I am still doing, yet I couldn't the best way to do it.

Monday, I started the week paying all the bills that we need to pay at home, it's been nice to walk around even though the weather is too hot and I can't really breathe under the heat of the sun.

Tuesday, I went home after awhile to see my mom and as well as my lovely niece. It's been nice seeing faces that you haven't seen for quite sometime already. I can't say that I didn't miss them coz I totally do, it's just that I was brought up to be tough and strong. Living independently for quite sometime now is really great, it boost my personality more and more and I've been discovering a lot for the people that I see around.

Wednesday, I started watching the Season 1 of Dream High, which I did enjoyed a lot even thought the guys here at home are mad at me since loading of the videos cause interruption with their DOTA game. It's fun though, I love seeing them being irate at me once in awhile since I was the only one being blamed whenever they are having net interruption even while I'm just in the living room watching movies.

Dream High having 2 seasons which will be aired soon here in the Philippines under ABS-CBN, at first is just out of curiosity that is why I started watching over the net. I love it actually, even though it's hard to watch while reading all the subtitles, and following the lines that each character is saying. What the heck, I really don;t understand myself why I could easily get caught with all this craze, maybe because this people do really have good taste when it comes to producing films as well as TV Series. I know that I should be proud of our own makings however, being in honest opinion, I became tired of watching almost the same stories that is being produce here in the Philippines, it's almost the same, good VS evil, drama, romance and politics.

Watching Dream high made me realized a lot of things, specially that I can relate to the characters that was on the series, striving hard to achieve their goals of becoming a STAR and finding another passion where they can grow up and excel more. Just like mine, I have dreamt of becoming a Fashion Model however there are certain criterias where in I wouldn't pass, this must not stop me, instead I can find another way to be in the Fashion Industry and right now the only way for that is to let go of all the reasons and hindrances why I still am not pursuing such lovely dream. I'm not getting any younger anymore, I only have 24 more years to have my dream come true and I am hoping for the best. Dream High, Boys Over Flower, Coffee Prince, and a lot more korean craze that I've became hooked with, my only hope is that I can have the chance to meet each of it's cast and even learning the korean way of life, language, fashion and showbiz...

How will I end my holy week, I am not sure, but one thing is certain. This week made me realize a lot of things that needs to be done for me to grow up and fulfill my dreams. It's not yet late to have everything fixed and I can't just stay around where I'm comfortable living with. I need to roam around and find my rightful place just like what my other friends did. Will I start saving up and become a little thrifty? the answer is not certain we'll just need to wait if I could start doing what I know is right and yet I couldn't start to follow.