Monday, April 30, 2012

A new place to start over again...

April 28, 2012, it's official that we really need to leave the place where we stayed for 6 years. Leaving some friends that we used to stick with and new friends that we just knew recently. Sad, yet we still need to move on. We all grew with the saying that "change is always constant in this world, nothing is permanent". 


I feel sad that I really need to transfer to another place where in I don't know anyone around and the location is far larger than what I'm used to. It made me realized that I need to move on and find a new path where in I really have to stand on my own two feet, without the people whose been with me for awhile and just see them once in awhile. I really want to move up, step up and grow in an environment that suite me well. A career that will reflect my true personality. 


Really need to make a good decision about all these stuff that is running through my mind.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Holy Week Koreanovela Craze

As the Holy Week starts, I am becoming more bored of not doing anything, I know that this will be the best time to repent for all the sins that I have done and I feel that I am still doing, yet I couldn't the best way to do it.

Monday, I started the week paying all the bills that we need to pay at home, it's been nice to walk around even though the weather is too hot and I can't really breathe under the heat of the sun.

Tuesday, I went home after awhile to see my mom and as well as my lovely niece. It's been nice seeing faces that you haven't seen for quite sometime already. I can't say that I didn't miss them coz I totally do, it's just that I was brought up to be tough and strong. Living independently for quite sometime now is really great, it boost my personality more and more and I've been discovering a lot for the people that I see around.

Wednesday, I started watching the Season 1 of Dream High, which I did enjoyed a lot even thought the guys here at home are mad at me since loading of the videos cause interruption with their DOTA game. It's fun though, I love seeing them being irate at me once in awhile since I was the only one being blamed whenever they are having net interruption even while I'm just in the living room watching movies.

Dream High having 2 seasons which will be aired soon here in the Philippines under ABS-CBN, at first is just out of curiosity that is why I started watching over the net. I love it actually, even though it's hard to watch while reading all the subtitles, and following the lines that each character is saying. What the heck, I really don;t understand myself why I could easily get caught with all this craze, maybe because this people do really have good taste when it comes to producing films as well as TV Series. I know that I should be proud of our own makings however, being in honest opinion, I became tired of watching almost the same stories that is being produce here in the Philippines, it's almost the same, good VS evil, drama, romance and politics.

Watching Dream high made me realized a lot of things, specially that I can relate to the characters that was on the series, striving hard to achieve their goals of becoming a STAR and finding another passion where they can grow up and excel more. Just like mine, I have dreamt of becoming a Fashion Model however there are certain criterias where in I wouldn't pass, this must not stop me, instead I can find another way to be in the Fashion Industry and right now the only way for that is to let go of all the reasons and hindrances why I still am not pursuing such lovely dream. I'm not getting any younger anymore, I only have 24 more years to have my dream come true and I am hoping for the best. Dream High, Boys Over Flower, Coffee Prince, and a lot more korean craze that I've became hooked with, my only hope is that I can have the chance to meet each of it's cast and even learning the korean way of life, language, fashion and showbiz...

How will I end my holy week, I am not sure, but one thing is certain. This week made me realize a lot of things that needs to be done for me to grow up and fulfill my dreams. It's not yet late to have everything fixed and I can't just stay around where I'm comfortable living with. I need to roam around and find my rightful place just like what my other friends did. Will I start saving up and become a little thrifty? the answer is not certain we'll just need to wait if I could start doing what I know is right and yet I couldn't start to follow.