What's the difference?

what's the difference between the two?

I always ask myself why both girls can be so publicly open with their relationships without any issues asked and boys always have one?

Isn't unfair that lesbian relationships are more open rather then gay relationships?

Filipino mentality is such a crazy thing to be with, we're unable to understand what do they really want. Everyone notices what you do and whatever your planning to do? They always question your appearances from root to tips, the way you speak and the way you act. So frustrating and tiring, why can't we move on and live for what is at the present time and just be happy and contented. I'm not saying that we forget our traditions coz it's already a part of our family, our daily lives and even before we were born. What I'm trying to say is that we try to cope up with the changes coz it happens very fast, live our lives to the fullest coz we might not know when will He be taking it back.

Why can't we just leave the old times and just remember them as part of our history, our past which can be of help in deciding on what we'll do in the future but will stay and live for the present.

Let's face it, changes happen for a reason, don't we notice, we love to experiment, that's the thing with our big brains, we know everything, all of us. No one wants to be called birdbrain that's why we see to it that we always know something new.

As for the old ones, don't be plastics, if I may say, once you try it, you'll definitely look for it and try it once more, ladies, don't be insecured by gays, you still have what it takes... Be experimental, as for the wifeys and granma's, watch your men's back coz they might try having you know what with gays, you might not know they want to try how it feels to have one with us. I already know a few out there who loves doing it without you knowing that they are already enjoying what we can give. hahaha

Simple rule, "let's not be discriminating and judgmental". Especially does who doesn't even have the chance to be on our feet, you don't know how it feels to belong. Feel free to be you, happy and contented for whatever you have. God Cares for us all and He does not choose whom to love, no rules and boundaries no questions being asked if you are straight or not, those who do are the once who have lot's of insecurities amongst themselves.

April Fools Month...

April 15, 2008, I left the country to have our mortgage training in Mount Laurel, NJ in US for 3 months, that was already 1 year ago. (I'm missing the place so much)

My second flight to another country after my unsuccessful flight to Japan several years back.

Never have I dreamed that what my accounts plan of sending some of us to US will push through, but it did and I was one of the lucky person chosen to be trained and have the opportunity to work with our clients.

Got 10 years multiple entry visa, have the chance to see several spots of the eastern US territory. Who won't fell in love with this country that everyone is dreaming about. Has no restrictions and discrimination, always open to changes and development.



This is my Apartment, I stayed with 5 Indian guys who happens to be our team mates from India, stayed with them for 1 week then I transferred to my Filipino team mates apartment.

So love this place, so peaceful and silent, I can live here for all my life.

Missing all the people whom I met a year ago, lot's of them became my friend and some became my buddies who goes on with the flow and who's always with wherever we go.

I'm still hoping that at this present year I'll be having another opportunity to go back to this country and have the chance of appreciating and loving the beautiful sights that this dream land has to offer. Another opportunity to meet new race and learn new cultures.


At the present time, April fools month means...



Body to Body Year 4, where I had the chance to work as with the Hunks and Babes from Central Luzon. My second time to be a part of this prestigious fashion bikini summit, which was held at Bruno and Diego, Diamond Subd. Balibago, Angeles City.

This event showcase lots of handsome men and gorgeous ladies who hails mostly from Pampanga. Produce by Mr. Dan Sampanga, and of course with the cooperation of our highly appreciated sponsors.

15 handsome hunks and 15 sexy and gorgeous ladies vies for the title, Body to Body 2009 the next level winner. Top on my list are as follows, for the males; candidate# 10 Richard Pangilinan, my dear friend Jim Eric candidate #1, Jeffrey Payumo, Josh Bustillo and Aaron Yanga candidate# 15, and for the ladies I have, candidate# 7 Tomoyo Sakan (hope I spelled her name right), Tin2 candidate# 13, and of course Mia Ayson candidate# 14, also candidate#1 perky gal Shaine Mayo. The bonding with this guys made me miss my first time of being B2B staff which happens to be the B2B year 3. I will never forget this experience, to Mama Dan, ever so strong and caring, our mother. Tita Vedz the all around tita of us all, the 3 R's love you guys! mwaaahhh...


I called this blog April fools month coz at this month, I started to dream what can happen in reality. This month is my time to shine once again.