Why can't I have what I want to have?
Why can't they accept the fact that this is the real me, I'm the complete package, what the Heck!!! This is too unfair...
Do I really have to change my whole life, my habits, my personality just to prove to them that I also deserve to be loved and not just to love?
What else do I have to do to have the man of my dream?
Cry? Pray? be a Slut? a BITCH? or just be me all the time, no restrictions just pure balance?
Or maybe, just maybe, find some one whom I can pay and spend all the fruits of my labor?
What else? I'm tired of being ALONE, Crying whenever I feel lonely and sad, I'm tired of seeing other couples happy, specially whenever I see romance with both sexes...
I'm already tired, in pain, I just want to be happy for once in my life...
When will HE come? When? Just tell me when...
